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John
00:56
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2. |
Adapt Without My Love
06:43
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And now that the tree's been cut
And it's taken away you can begin a new chapter
Although the air leaves my lungs
And my roots are being pulled
I’ve never felt more grounded
Chained to a bed
Immobile
You will continue to live without me
I’ll never see you join a band with your friends
And I’ll never see you perform at cafes
I can’t calm you down cause you are worried
You’ll forget the lyrics on stage
I’ll never see you progress on the instrument I taught you on the guitar
I gave you
You must adapt without my love
You must adapt without my love
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3. |
Draw Breath
04:39
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We're calling you back
My arms stretch wide
I’m light on my toes
Lanterns light the path
The shaky ground
Where your bones lie
Where we all go
When it's time to die
And one foot
In front of the other
One by one
I lose another
And heaven's lucky
Cause you house my father
And I’m uncertain
Of where I’ll draw breath
I’ve given up
On the sun
I grow out my hair
To shade me from the heat
I’ve lost weight
In hopes of blowing away
But I have these boots
That keep me grounded
And one foot
In front of the other
One by one
I lose another
And heaven's lucky
Cause you house my father
And I’m uncertain
Of where I’ll draw breath
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4. |
Cardboard Cut House
05:55
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Cardboard cut house
Tin foil curtain
And this is where I live
And this is where I live
Wet cement as floor
Sandals as work shoes
And this is how I live
And this is how I live
When the sun wakes you instead of the alarm
It wasn’t because of the light but the heat
The moon puts you to sleep
Not cause of the dark but because of the silence
Not today
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Fairytale
01:57
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I think it's time to talk
You called me by your brother
And its not your fault its the medicine
Oh its numbing
To watch my idea of life
See it turn itself inside out
I could see it ahead
Mauled and stumbling in the dark
And I knew the danger by your tears
What can I say about death
That hasn’t been said before
Dead on arrival
Oh I’m horrified
Oh I’m mortified
Oh I’m horrified
Oh I’m mortified
At the sight of you dead
With eyes wide open
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6. |
Dear You
03:30
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Throw it back in the water
I have no use for it
Discard it
Our hands are dirty
They won’t wash in the sink
Age and mortality coexist but only one is immortal
How sore is your throat
You haven’t spoken in 3 weeks
How is your hunger
You haven’t eaten in 11 days
I was afraid to go to school and returning to see you dead
I didn’t want to age 30 years in an instant
Dear you
I’ve come to write this letter
Because when I have something to say I lose my voice
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7. |
Man of Ash
03:58
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Caught in a web of situations I can’t manage
Prey waiting to be swallowed
I look in the mirror and my skin is black and burned
The flesh sliding off my bones like wax
Playing with fire
Intangible
Unmanageable
The warm light attracts me like these tragedies that follow me
And now I leave a trail of ash
And its covered my footprints
I hold on to these facts that leave me looking at myself dissolving from a different perspective
Look at this skinny pale kid I can look right through him
You can tell he's spent the whole day locked in his head
Asking questions like why is my shadow larger than me instead of asking how to get rid of it
Cause he know he can’t stop its follow
Look at him with his teeth falling out of the mouth that can’t support the words he wants to say
That's why we say
Oh look at the man of ash
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I had a nightmare
Where I died last
And it was
Very frightening
And I’m afraid
Of forgetting his voice
And I’m hungry
Starving for less
I had a dream
Where I died first
So I wouldn’t
Have to watch you wither away
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9. |
Aftertaste
03:40
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It's been so long since we have spoken
And its not out of choice
We simply speak different languages
Do you remember our last conversation
I don’t know why I asked you can’t respond
You were rooted to a bed
In our living room the sun peaked
And I sat in the sunroom
The backyard was springing
How can the world be so pretty
Yet I’m experiencing something ugly
You’re decaying before my eyes
My father
My father
What about the children I’ll raise one day
What about my wedding day
What about the fatherly advice you’ll give
What about my college graduation
What about my next birthday
Where are you
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10. |
News Report
03:11
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