We Are Unhappy Now

by Harborer

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1.
In Light 04:07
calling endless calling only got a couple minutes left on my bill calling fateful calling for help, but you can’t, you don’t have time to kill ringing endless ringing guess your bill ran out too ringing fateful ringing in my ears, but there’s no way to help me now but i’m telling you to, but you won’t try to shed some light on the situation take a look at my hands, won’t you please we remain in light, without communication just try’na make do, hard as i can just a perfect time for your caring vacation take a look at these hands, won’t you please we remain in light, in situations like this falling endless falling down a dry pit, don’t got no escape falling fateful falling for you, but you wouldn’t, though i’m in poor shape crying endless crying tears run down like kids chasing ice cream crying fateful crying for help, but you can’t, you have better things to do but i’m telling you to, but you won’t try to shed some light on the situation take a look at my hands, won’t you please we remain in light, without communication just try’na make do, hard as i can just a perfect time for your caring vacation take a look at these hands, won’t you please we remain in light, in situations
2.
thoughts across the country chair squeaking, no other sounds nothing is even breathing can’t keep it down what is the purpose to even be without being rightfully set down on the kitchen floor words on a screen don’t mean anything yet, this is needing some more the illness isn’t real but it seems like it is may good dreams come to my coronado this poured out of the mind what else is there to find rather a new way to convey what’s behind my eyes rightfully set down on the kitchen floor words on a screen don’t mean anything yet, this is needing some more
3.
you mad cow you must have got this way somehow it's a travesty you've stayed this long have another beer, relax, sit down you true bitch you're a real human glitch and you can't stand up correctly scratch your own itch i hope you're happy wherever you are cry on a shoulder wherever you are you cashews crab you think it's nuts that you get a bad rap how are you this unaware? take anything you grab you grey goon, you real baboon i can't wait to escape you soon i’d say i'm grateful for everything you do but that's so untrue i hope you're happy wherever you are cry on a shoulder wherever you are
4.
Five Eight 05:29
i am not an animal i see myself walking through the corridor when do you get back from there i see myself dying in a hole where are you when the shadows come soon i don’t know you don’t get it neither do i where the hell is my soul it’s not in the sky i’m crawling out from nothing at all when do you get back i’ll be patient where are you when the shadows come soon i don’t know a day and a half away the shadows will appear i’m no animal where are you when the shadows come soon i don’t know
5.
this is an instrumental track but there is screaming so figure it out for yourself
6.
what the fuck am i doing here i can't even catch a break without a connection i'm lost my inner gps goes out why the fuck are you doing that i can't understand your frame of mind i gotta tone it down now gotta try to tone it down now so i'm gonna sit down and think my brain feels like it's going out what is any of this for i didn't think i deserved it but i might have i can't go anywhere without feeling like i'm dropping off forever sometimes i feel like i should but that seems a little narcissistic just one good day i'm begging i just wanted a singular 24 hour time span where everything was pretty alright but it wasn't so i'm just gonna stand up and run how can i get away without being seen or caught the state of my mind has been annexed
7.
my legs dangle off precipice enveloping developing heights and broken lights and siren yelps burning welts contact with belts leather deletion of the skin with what may pass above, within melting exterior to lower layers wrapped and swallowed towering prayers skin protruding, solidified wrapped in bone lay crucified shelled out grasp as if to break into plastic falsetta shotgun kickback forceful hand witness fanatic backhand vendetta a time it struck upon bare skin never once asked how much to tear red rush back flush like volt on tin the wires shook, foundation scared brilliance plastered on white donned a frightening staircase to flight beyond knobs of thighs splintered sky high hip connection, dismissed and wronged eyes out the sockets rocks crashing down towns washed and smothered mothers and sons unfound shocked blue rays, light weighs, lightweights, this way walked onto stage and spread across the steppe catwalk film of vein and skin, a living corpse is stretched heartbeat shakes the ground and bright arrows quiver directions change down shoot spit river how does one feel for thee
8.
i don’t know why i invest myself into these petty things i can’t really talk to people, so i extend my words on top of strings so don’t ask me questions, you won’t get a good answer and don’t answer either, my trust is gone for the winter i don’t know why i expected anything i guess i gotta work on whatever “anything” is i don’t know why you sit in that room struggling to write all that looking at that screen is what killed your eyesight and now you’re writing meta songs under mediocre chord progressions you just need to stop worrying about the first impressions so don’t kid yourself, it’ll be over in no time but don’t get rid of yourself, there’s something in store for you someday about 3 weeks ago you got your first comment section you’re recording a new video again under your own direction imagine what you could do if you had at least a small crew but you’re too stubborn for that, no one else would know how to you’ve gotta get out of this cage you’ve made inside your mind you’ve gotta get out of that room and leave your sorrows behind
9.
while your wheels spin away i’ll sit and stare like usual while your miles add up i’ll try focus on other things hopefully i’m not reminded too much so hard to forget, but so hard to relive are you alright i’m curious i haven’t communicated in a while are you alright i’m curious thanks for listening, i’ll await your reply while i sigh and begin to fade i’ll live my life like usual this won’t be on my videotape i need this to return to me hopefully i’m not reminded too much so hard to forget, but so hard to relive are you alright i’m curious haven’t heard from you in a while are you alright i’m curious thanks for even taking the time if you have, i’m grateful i’m just not dead if you have, i’ll wait for you i’m expecting you soon are you alright i’m curious i haven’t communicated in a while are you alright i’m curious (thanks for listening, i’ll await your reply) THANKS FOR STAYING BACK IN NINETEEN SIXTY NINE
10.
so the man comes pushing in guns blazing i'm froze up, i'm tense, i can't watch but my eyes dart to where they do in hindsight i should have kept it locked and there's nothing that i can do now i feel so helpless and i'm not even them my mind drifts in places that aren't even here i'm reliving it all over again now where is he? i've checked everywhere he could be have i really checked out that much i hear his steps and i count them one by one i hear the door creak so i focus on my breath there's no one in there, he stands up and moves on he wants to make sure that everyone's gone i perk up my ears, put away my fear if i'm gonna do something gotta make sure he's near now where is he? i've checked everywhere he could be have i really checked out that much i'm looking at him laying down on the bed not too long ago i thought he had split the monitor shows he's active and kicking i'm really wondering what he's thinking funny thing is, he's not even blinking my heart drops with the beeps, i am slowly sinking now where is he? i've checked everywhere he could be have i really checked out that much i'm trapped in the classroom and watching the sun everyone's left or dead i'm not sure what the sun doesn't look right, i can't put my finger on it reality sinks, it's acid in the cut.. but where am i? i don't know where i could be have i really checked out this much
11.
how do you even sleep when the cost of sleeping is seeing her out of the corner of your eye how can you even agree when you can’t even do that with yourself but as the tides turn i think i must cut off sever the voices and as i start to live i think i think too much thinking’s not enough how can you even learn when all the time you spend yearning dips into important things how does your heart not burn well i guess it’s been sort of a long time and it’s had time to cool off how can you understand when your brain is busy all the time racing and racing and racing again how do you just not fade and you’re sinking in this pit and it just keeps getting lower and lower but as the seconds tick i cannot even close my eyes too much pain and as i sit and write i think about her so much that i can’t even do it anymore i forgot what i was trying to say i seem to do that a lot and where am i now? i feel like nothing
12.
(Where’s the damn button?) Calling Endless calling Only got a couple minutes left on my bill Calling Fateful calling For help, but you can’t, you don’t have time to kill Ringing Endless ringing Guess your bill ran out too Ringing Fateful ringing In my ears, but there’s no way to help me now But I’m telling you to, but you won’t Try to shed some light on the situation Take a look at my hands, won’t you please We remain in light, without communication Just try’na make do, hard as I can Just a perfect time for your caring vacation Take a look at these hands, won’t you please We remain in light, in situations Like this Falling Endless falling Down a dry pit, don’t got no escape Falling Fateful falling For you, but you wouldn’t, though I’m in poor shape Crying Endless crying Tears run down like kids chasing ice cream Crying Fateful crying For help, but you can’t, you have better things to do Okay. But I’m telling you to, but you won’t Try to shed some light on the situation Take a look at my hands, won’t you please We remain in light, without communication Just try’na make do, hard as I can Just a perfect time for your caring vacation Take a look at these hands, won’t you please We remain in light, in situations x2

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this is an album i made in 4 months at my house. most of the songs are about me being sad so hopefully you can relate. i guess

credits

released June 21, 2018

ben coates - vocals, drums, guitar, bass, synthesizer, tambourine, programming, sampling, lyrics
jonah orion - lyrics on track 7

samples:
track 4- Get Out of My Life Woman by Lee Dorsey, Actual Sound Of A Bad Refrigerator Compressor by kerrsydotes on youtube
track 5- Harsh Noise Generator by Kinetic Laboratories on youtube, Moog Sub 37 Review by sonicstate on youtube, various screams from Stefan Burnett of death grips
track 6- Grocery Store ambient noise by Sound Effect and More on youtube, Ramleh by Ramleh
track 7- Reckoner by Radiohead

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Harborer Canton, Ohio

-ben coates
-matthew ryan
-bryce snodgrass

we are three young fellows from ohio that make music that we enjoy and we hope you do, too. everything you hear was done in our basement.

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