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Fears of Being the Last Born

from Look at My Van Gogh by Matthew Ryan



Being the youngest in the family has given me many fears because of this experience. I am now afraid of being the last one in my family to die because now that I have viewed it once, I don’t want to view it again with the rest of my family.


I had a nightmare
Where I died last
And it was
Very frightening
And I’m afraid
Of forgetting his voice
And I’m hungry
Starving for less

I had a dream
Where I died first
So I wouldn’t
Have to watch you wither away


from Look at My Van Gogh, released May 16, 2020
matt ryan - vocals, guitar, piano
ben coates - mixing, mastering


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