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In Light
04:07
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calling
endless calling
only got a couple minutes left on my bill
calling
fateful calling
for help, but you can’t, you don’t have time to kill
ringing
endless ringing
guess your bill ran out too
ringing
fateful ringing
in my ears, but there’s no way to help me now
but i’m telling you to, but you won’t
try to shed some light on the situation
take a look at my hands, won’t you please
we remain in light, without communication
just try’na make do, hard as i can
just a perfect time for your caring vacation
take a look at these hands, won’t you please
we remain in light, in situations
like this
falling
endless falling
down a dry pit, don’t got no escape
falling
fateful falling
for you, but you wouldn’t, though i’m in poor shape
crying
endless crying
tears run down like kids chasing ice cream
crying
fateful crying
for help, but you can’t, you have better things to do
but i’m telling you to, but you won’t
try to shed some light on the situation
take a look at my hands, won’t you please
we remain in light, without communication
just try’na make do, hard as i can
just a perfect time for your caring vacation
take a look at these hands, won’t you please
we remain in light, in situations
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Words on a Screen
02:45
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thoughts across the country
chair squeaking, no other sounds
nothing is even breathing
can’t keep it down
what is the purpose
to even be without being
rightfully set down on the kitchen floor
words on a screen don’t mean anything
yet, this is needing some more
the illness isn’t real but it seems like it is
may good dreams come to my coronado
this poured out of the mind
what else is there to find
rather a new way to convey what’s behind my eyes
rightfully set down on the kitchen floor
words on a screen don’t mean anything
yet, this is needing some more
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you mad cow
you must have got this way somehow
it's a travesty you've stayed this long
have another beer, relax, sit down
you true bitch
you're a real human glitch
and you can't stand up correctly
scratch your own itch
i hope you're happy
wherever you are
cry on a shoulder
wherever you are
you cashews crab
you think it's nuts that you get a bad rap
how are you this unaware?
take anything you grab
you grey goon, you real baboon
i can't wait to escape you soon
i’d say i'm grateful for everything you do
but that's so untrue
i hope you're happy
wherever you are
cry on a shoulder
wherever you are
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Five Eight
05:29
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i am not an animal
i see myself walking through the corridor
when do you get back from there
i see myself dying in a hole
where are you
when the shadows come soon
i don’t know
you don’t get it
neither do i
where the hell is my soul
it’s not in the sky
i’m crawling out
from nothing at all
when do you get back
i’ll be patient
where are you
when the shadows come soon
i don’t know
a day and a half away
the shadows will appear
i’m no animal
where are you
when the shadows come soon
i don’t know
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this is an instrumental track but there is screaming so figure it out for yourself
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6. |
How Can I Get Away?
03:23
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what the fuck am i doing here
i can't even catch a break
without a connection i'm lost
my inner gps goes out
why the fuck are you doing that
i can't understand your frame of mind
i gotta tone it down now
gotta try to tone it down now so i'm gonna
sit down and think
my brain feels like it's going out
what is any of this for
i didn't think i deserved it but i might have
i can't go anywhere without feeling
like i'm dropping off forever
sometimes i feel like i should
but that seems a little narcissistic
just one good day i'm begging
i just wanted a singular 24 hour time span
where everything was pretty alright
but it wasn't so i'm just gonna
stand up and run
how can i get away
without being seen or caught
the state of my mind has been annexed
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my legs dangle off
precipice enveloping
developing heights and broken lights
and siren yelps
burning welts contact with belts
leather deletion of the skin
with what may pass above, within
melting exterior to lower layers
wrapped and swallowed
towering prayers
skin protruding, solidified
wrapped in bone lay crucified
shelled out grasp as if to break
into plastic falsetta
shotgun kickback forceful hand
witness fanatic
backhand vendetta
a time it struck upon bare skin
never once asked how much to tear
red rush back flush like volt on tin
the wires shook, foundation scared
brilliance plastered on white donned
a frightening staircase to flight beyond
knobs of thighs splintered sky high
hip connection, dismissed and wronged
eyes out the sockets
rocks crashing down
towns washed and smothered
mothers and sons unfound
shocked
blue rays, light weighs, lightweights, this way
walked onto stage and spread across the steppe
catwalk film of vein and skin, a living corpse is stretched
heartbeat shakes the ground and bright arrows quiver
directions change down shoot spit river
how does one feel for thee
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8. |
Ode to Myself
04:15
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i don’t know why i invest myself into these petty things
i can’t really talk to people, so i extend my words on top of strings
so don’t ask me questions, you won’t get a good answer
and don’t answer either, my trust is gone for the winter
i don’t know why i expected anything
i guess i gotta work on whatever “anything” is
i don’t know why you sit in that room struggling to write
all that looking at that screen is what killed your eyesight
and now you’re writing meta songs under mediocre chord progressions
you just need to stop worrying about the first impressions
so don’t kid yourself, it’ll be over in no time
but don’t get rid of yourself, there’s something in store for you someday
about 3 weeks ago you got your first comment section
you’re recording a new video again under your own direction
imagine what you could do if you had at least a small crew
but you’re too stubborn for that, no one else would know how to
you’ve gotta get out of this cage you’ve made inside your mind
you’ve gotta get out of that room and leave your sorrows behind
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while your wheels spin away
i’ll sit and stare like usual
while your miles add up
i’ll try focus on other things
hopefully i’m not reminded too much
so hard to forget, but so hard to relive
are you alright
i’m curious
i haven’t communicated in a while
are you alright
i’m curious
thanks for listening, i’ll await your reply
while i sigh and begin to fade
i’ll live my life like usual
this won’t be on my videotape
i need this to return to me
hopefully i’m not reminded too much
so hard to forget, but so hard to relive
are you alright
i’m curious
haven’t heard from you in a while
are you alright
i’m curious
thanks for even taking the time
if you have, i’m grateful
i’m just not dead
if you have, i’ll wait for you
i’m expecting you soon
are you alright
i’m curious
i haven’t communicated in a while
are you alright
i’m curious
(thanks for listening, i’ll await your reply)
THANKS FOR STAYING BACK IN NINETEEN SIXTY NINE
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so the man comes pushing in guns blazing
i'm froze up, i'm tense, i can't watch
but my eyes dart to where they do
in hindsight i should have kept it locked
and there's nothing that i can do now
i feel so helpless and i'm not even them
my mind drifts in places that aren't even here
i'm reliving it all over again
now where is he?
i've checked everywhere he could be
have i really checked out that much
i hear his steps and i count them one by one
i hear the door creak so i focus on my breath
there's no one in there, he stands up and moves on
he wants to make sure that everyone's gone
i perk up my ears, put away my fear
if i'm gonna do something gotta make sure he's near
now where is he?
i've checked everywhere he could be
have i really checked out that much
i'm looking at him laying down on the bed
not too long ago i thought he had split
the monitor shows he's active and kicking
i'm really wondering what he's thinking
funny thing is, he's not even blinking
my heart drops with the beeps, i am slowly sinking
now where is he?
i've checked everywhere he could be
have i really checked out that much
i'm trapped in the classroom and watching the sun
everyone's left or dead i'm not sure what
the sun doesn't look right, i can't put my finger on it
reality sinks, it's acid in the cut..
but where am i?
i don't know where i could be
have i really checked out this much
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Questions (Dreamy)
05:19
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how do you even sleep
when the cost of sleeping is seeing her
out of the corner of your eye
how can you even agree
when you can’t even do that with yourself
but as the tides turn
i think i must cut off
sever the voices
and as i start to live
i think i think too much
thinking’s not enough
how can you even learn
when all the time you spend yearning
dips into important things
how does your heart not burn
well i guess it’s been sort of a long time
and it’s had time to cool off
how can you understand
when your brain is busy all the time
racing and racing and racing again
how do you just not fade
and you’re sinking in this pit
and it just keeps getting lower and lower
but as the seconds tick
i cannot even close my eyes
too much pain
and as i sit and write
i think about her so much that
i can’t even do it anymore
i forgot what i was trying to say
i seem to do that a lot
and where am i now?
i feel like nothing
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12. |
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(Where’s the damn button?)
Calling
Endless calling
Only got a couple minutes left on my bill
Calling
Fateful calling
For help, but you can’t, you don’t have time to kill
Ringing
Endless ringing
Guess your bill ran out too
Ringing
Fateful ringing
In my ears, but there’s no way to help me now
But I’m telling you to, but you won’t
Try to shed some light on the situation
Take a look at my hands, won’t you please
We remain in light, without communication
Just try’na make do, hard as I can
Just a perfect time for your caring vacation
Take a look at these hands, won’t you please
We remain in light, in situations
Like this
Falling
Endless falling
Down a dry pit, don’t got no escape
Falling
Fateful falling
For you, but you wouldn’t, though I’m in poor shape
Crying
Endless crying
Tears run down like kids chasing ice cream
Crying
Fateful crying
For help, but you can’t, you have better things to do
Okay.
But I’m telling you to, but you won’t
Try to shed some light on the situation
Take a look at my hands, won’t you please
We remain in light, without communication
Just try’na make do, hard as I can
Just a perfect time for your caring vacation
Take a look at these hands, won’t you please
We remain in light, in situations x2
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